Wednesday, August 09, 2006
[*t.Ra.NquiL.itY*] ...thoughts have been flooding my mind again. thinking of the people around me, how i've lived my life lately, everything just had something to be said about. i'm not sure why i'm feeling or thinking this way, i really wanna be happy this national day, but somehow, i guess it's just one of those moods again. and maybe i need sometime alone from people.
the people around me, many has drifted far from God. i'm wondering why this is happening? i'm praying hard that they'll find God again cos He has never left them and He will never leave them even if they decide to leave Him. it scares me when they ask questions like do you really think that this God exist? it's like their faith suddenly disappeared. right from the start, we all knew that it was faith that led us to believe that He really did exist. and through all the trials and tribulations that come our way do we then see Him working in our lives and answering our prayers and that's when we can see that He really does exist, just that we can't see Him.
it's like the wind, you can feel it, you know it exist, but you can't see it. that's how God is. you can feel Him, His presence in our lives . you also know that He exist, but you just can't see Him. that's what christianity is about right from the start.
it really saddens me when i see the people around me quiting on God, especially when He has never quit them. to me, it's not their fault, it's the devil's. the devil uses deception, lies, to take us away from God. and it hurts when my friends belief these lies, but there's nothing i can do, but just to pray for them cos this is their relationship with God, not mine. and there's only this much that i can do cos i'm only human.
for me, i've not been going to church lately. but i still feel God in my life. and everyday, i'm still praying for Him to be with me wherever i go even though i know that He'll be there already. i know He'll hold on to me tightly and i wanna do that too; hold on to God tightly and never let Him go.
you know, people drift away from God not because of Him, but by other things that's got to do with Him, like His church or His people. but isn't that sad? cos you let these people pull you away or be the reason for you to leave God. no offence here, but if your faith is strong, your relationship with God is strong, then all these shouldn't matter to you. why do you care what other people do? why do you care what they think? afterall, isn't this a relationship between you and God to begin with? why let other people destroy it?
i encourage you people out there who feels this way, do not let people ruin your relationship with God. they're not worth it. and the devil is just using them indirectly to pull you away from God. do you wanna let the devil win? and give up your chance to eternal life? or do you wanna claim your victory through God and have this special gift of eternal life?
i leave this option up to you cos God has given you the right to make this decision for yourself. cos nothing no one can do to destro your relationship with God unless you let them. be strong always and have faith that God is with you always.
love,
cheryn ...
P.S. Happy National Day 2006 !!!
posted at 8/09/2006 02:34:00 pm
